My Crappy World .

change blog.

2010-01-12T04:19:00.000-08:00

I CHANGE MY BLOG TO ANOTHER EMAIL.
RELINK TO http://lornating.blogspot.com/
THANKS!

i dyed my hair!

2010-01-09T21:37:00.000-08:00

ytd slept early and didn't ate dinner.

today went out to Karam with my mom dye hair.

at fst my face became long bcs the worker dried my hair like can spoil my curl.

after highlight my hair, my face hung a smile.

HAHAH

although i always feel unsatisfied with the service, but i like the outcome.

mine look browny and gold but looks white.

my mom dye the same colors with me. so when she saw mine got white then she wanna change. hah. she works in office so they can't have color that too bright. if not she would even gonna get purple color. -.-

she said my goldy white looks like puppy. == i told Irene and she said cute. lols.

i feel like want to add some greeny color. hehe.

i plan to go scul next week. so i wonder what the teachers' reaction would be if they see my hair like this.

i even thought that my anty would be shock too see my hair colors. =.=

i bet my bro would be jealous of my hair. wahaha.

i want to post my pic geh but jz wait after the next day i wash my hair. =p

bye!

wth!

2010-01-08T19:05:00.000-08:00

this afternoon went out yumcha with friends at Upperstar.

i saw my primary good friend works there so i talked to her.

i hope to have reunion with them once again before all of them further their studies to other state. :(

at evening, dad came pick me then after that picked my mom.

mom told me that 4 churches at KL was burnt.

i was like what?! and asked why then.

she said bcs the christian mentioned the word Allah and the muslim get mad and burnt the church.

seriously, Allah can be called by christian too. We're all from Nabi.

so it's normal and that's a respect.

i'm sure it's written in the bible. how come they not know about it.

i didn't read the whole bible i also know oh.

i get angry too when hear it. argh.

how come if there were ppl in the church. they could have killed ppl.

right in the car, the radio also mention about it.

whatever. pls be thoughtful and no offense.

bye!

2010-01-06T11:32:00.000-08:00

now i'm spending my time watching Super Junior's show .

it is Exploration of Human Body .

ppl must watch ! but i guess most ppl have watched it .

it's really funny and interesting . besides, you can gain some knowlegde about human body .

i can't seem to stop watching the show and totally forget to study the law book .

i want to eat sushi ! it's been a while . :(

bye !

2010 !

2010-01-04T05:08:00.000-08:00

today school will be open again ! =p

i should've wrote a post on New Year but i was too lazy .

so now i'm greeting Happy New Year !

i will only find job after i get my driving license .

i worried if i work and i don't get holiday for CNY .

so i'm thinking to find one just after CNY . :p

now just at home goyang kaki la . haiya .

recently i'm only looking forward about F.T Island .

i like to hear Seung Hyun raps !

i miss Won Bin though !

i keep searching their videos in youtube .

ytd morning till afternoon i attended the talk of driving lesson .

at first i was really nervous and i have no friend there .

there's smthg i'm worrying but fine . the next lesson then i ask .

since i didn't really slept ytd so i fell asleep during the talk .

i completely forgot what the speaker had talked . ==

ppl might have noticed that my head kept down .

i even seated at very front and very right .

HAHA

now i have to study the book and pick a day for the test .

ling is leaving KK to her PLKN at Melaka !

i hope she takes care herself well there .

i will miss you d. :)

bye!

2009-12-31T06:32:00.000-08:00

i've finished watching You're Beautiful .

maybe going to watch BOF .

and now i'm into F.T. Island !

they look so cute in this mv .

2009-12-30T01:36:00.000-08:00

monday at night i and friends went out celebrate birthday .

first we met at Upperstar.

had dinner and drinks at Upperstar cost us RM129+ this time .

Janice and Irene treated me like baby . XD

after that, 2 friends off to somewhere .

they went bought cake secretly for Irene .

that day few ppl celebrate birthday at Upperstar too .

then we headed to Shang Ri La Hotel .

we went inside . there have smthg like beach .

at 12am, we wished Irene Happy Birthday ! :)

i don't know if she was happy with that but i hope she does .

i'm back!

2009-12-26T23:45:00.000-08:00

i'm home ! supposed this friday i've back to KK but cousin pick wrong day so it was changed to today saturday .

this monday i went to Genting Highlands play for 3 days and 2 nights . it was so cold and fog there unlike other days other months especially theme park was colder . fst day wasted time with sleeping bcs tired waiting the check in number . that day so many ppl until night still doing the check in . the second day just enter theme park and play as much games that was opened lu . i've played this one scary game in there and i don't know what its name . we had wasted more than RM one thousand eating lunch and dinner in there . well, the things there are expensive . wednesday then back to KL . it was quite difficult to go out from there bcs it was really fog .

thursday i went to Sunway Lagoon . i get sick then bcs over played water and under the sun . after that go other theme park . i played this one game the 360 boat . it was really scary but it's not like you will fall down la if you have nicely safety yourself . i shouted so loud eh . hah .

friday went to shopping . SOGO don't have anything nice nia . plus so many muslim . they were so taking advantage . -.- after that went to Sungei Wang again . with another cousin, i felt better . at least this time i get to buy something . at night, actually planned to countdown Christmas on Christmas Eve but was too tired so just go back hotel and rest .

anyways, it was great . all the time i was in KL, i was with my cousins' dad family just as usual . i'm going to miss that little girl of my cousin's cousin . i wished to go their village but i don't want to meet him . so, bro fetched me in airport . i didn't get to buy him present bcs i don't found any suitable thing bah . haih .

bye !

KL

2009-12-20T23:16:00.000-08:00

yesterday used bus from JB to KL took almost 5 hours . as usual, KL is always jam . eventhough at late night, still have many cars . after check in then jalan2 around KL lu . today went to few shopping malls . i wanted to go in most of the shops but i felt awkward . too many unknowns . haih . in a day would eat 4 meals . that is why i got stomachache these few days . plus, out til late night . today in the room, most of us farted . HAHA i just don't know why . hah . what made me felt down was his antys mentioned about him to me . one said that i was late bcs he has new gf already and i replied i first had him and know better than the girl . yesh . :)

tmrw go genting play ! :)

bye !

JB

2009-12-18T23:06:00.000-08:00

at airport just now saw many Convents and most of them in the same flight with mel . i was so toh soi oh when going into the departure. the checker so fierce . i just knew that we direct go JB not KL . i was so sakai in the flight . == but i made friends with a girl . well, just a while talk .

at 9am+ we reached JB then . biao jie and her friends fetched us at airport then we had breakfast together . then check in to the hotel . this hotel is just good and has wireless that's why i am able to online but we are just gonna live in a day . we're leaving to KL tmrw .

JB feels like KK but much better than and calm . they're full with green plants . i felt that JB is so wide . go through deeply every side then you will see towns and housing area . the cars there are richy . hah . people at there drive real fast and scary . if you want to go any where, the journey is real long . -.- biao jie and her friends brought us go around JB . first we went to this shopping mall . there have so many nice things ! i wanted to buy a lot of things but i don't want waste money . after finished around the shopping mall then everybody goes back and have a rest . biao jie and her friends back to idk where and others stayed in the hotel . everyone was very tired bcs non stop walking and so everyone fell asleep . at evening, we went to somewhere idk eat . then we were like seperate . i and my cousin and her friends went jalan2 again . the others back to hotel . afterall, my awkwardness has begone . :)

now i have to take shower so bye !

finish SPM ! :D

2009-12-15T13:00:00.000-08:00

finally, today finish SPM le .

can't see the teacher no more . haha .

btw, just now while exam Nelly's hp rang !

everyone was like LOL and teacher heard but seems doesn't care .

now i can do anything i want .

this 18 Dec i'll go KL until 25 Dec .

Mel is going KL in the same day with me but when she reach there direct go Melaka . after that just back KL .

we may not meet at KL then but we'll fst meet at airport . standby at the same time .

that might be fun . aha .

should i bring laptop along ? i might feel bored there . huhu . but i've no broadband yet .

i forgot that brother's birthday is on 24 Dec .

well, dad said want to celebrate his birthday at somewhere karaoke box but might cancel bcs no me .

i don't know want to go where out . there are too many plans and haven't confirm the time . so it's hard for me to decide .

now i'll fill my time with watching dramas and movies ! :D

will do until morning for sure .

bye!

2009-12-13T20:22:00.000-08:00

i've finished watching Coffee Prince and Goong . they were really great dramas . Goong, always arranged teddy bear at the end of the episodes exactly as in the scenes . their soundtracks are nice too . in the 2 dramas, there's 1 similar part which Yoon Eun Hye as one of the main characters likes to eat a lot ! haha . i know they're long time dramas . last time i did not into Korean dramas . it just now i'm free already so just finding something to fill my time .

on friday, i and my mom followed my aunt back Beaufort . the next day is my younger cousin's birthday so my elder cousin said she would do bbq to celebrate her birthday . i didn't want to missed out such moment so i follow back . at 12 am, we splashed her water . she almost cry not bcs she was touched but bcs we drop the water on her top . we supposed bbq at grandma's house but grandpa got drunk bcs attended a relative rememberance . in such event they only know drink . hmm . so we moved to aunt's hse and bbq there . didn't really take picture . quite funny la that time . at midnight, as usual we chat a while before go sleep . today 2 cousins go back to JB study and i back KK here lu . funny eh that time at KFC . hah . wanna continue watching dramas lu .

bye !

lol .

2009-12-11T00:34:00.000-08:00

wednesday night went out to celebrate Dorin's birthday .

Happy Birthday Dorin!

first we went to Upperstar to have drinks .

there was full and the service ain't good maybe bcs they busy .

just drinks and a plate of food cost nearly RM40 .

Irene asked me if there was changes about her .

we both laughed then bcs i found out .

she took off her braces already . hah .

then she asked again Fiona .

Fiona is now becoming mean . haha . changes .

Sharene's sister is cute and fun! :D

she said she was happy at the moments she with us . aww .

after Upperstar, we went somewhere which i really don't know where was it .

we were out of time to celebrate Dorin's birthday .

so we just simply celebrate at a place where it was a darky place but romantic bah .

we had fun that time although there was quite scary .

we also took pictures .

we kissed Dorin like times . haha .

then we went in a hotel bcs we want to pass urine ! hehe .

before going, we took pictures in the hotel . hah .

in the toilet still take . ==

the whole time, there was something happening .

let just zip that case .

was there something you want to show ?

there's no need to .

don't you even want your life ?

that's it to say .

the cake .

it was my idea about to kiss her . hah .

more of our pictures in Sharene's sister's camera .

bye!

2009-12-07T13:44:00.000-08:00

i took this when last time i went to Irene house and we went out some where then i found this . now just upload . i don't know what kind of flower is it . it looks like insect right ? cool oh .

ytd cousin sent mom home . mom brought back dalit . delicious ah! i want it again but no more :(

today the cute teacher came . in the morning, me and friends went to canteen and we talked this that included him just in sudden . the teacher was just in the classroom right beside canteen . i wonder if he hears what we talked . hah .

bye!

2009-12-03T15:30:00.000-08:00

很喜欢这2曲歌的mv!

眼睡！

2009-12-02T19:15:00.000-08:00

直到今天凌晨我已看完了天外飞仙那部戏！

哈哈！还好啦。

发现胡歌多数好像常都演在空中的。

我的牙齿最近很同啊！不知为何。

不过现在好像好了。吃时不痛了！耶~

今天的柠檬茶冰不好喝啊! 我猜是已放几天了吧! ==

今天没有那位老师耶！呵呵。

今天考试的时很眼睡！

因为昨天晚上我做夜鬼！哈~

昨天晚上到今天早上一直都没睡.

本来昨天下午是想睡一会儿因为过后要复习.

怎知道睡到晚上了就没读到.

过后想在凌晨睡不过太迟了.

怕睡过头所以就只好忍着. 就一边复习但却就不进脑.

科学2的时就睡着了. 辛好在半个钟前起身了. 嘻~

那我就赶快做所以我是最后一个出了. 哈哈~ ==

我糊涂了一项. 老师居然.. 算是给我答案吧? 嘻~

下课时, 我和朋友们去Karam. 他们去吃东西.

我没买吃的因为没带足够的前所以就分享啦。

当时Irene被整得惨. 哈~ 我没包括因为我好的. :p

辛好在2点之前赶回学校！因为还有考PSV.

很多同学做完了就走。做的蛮快吗。lol.

有一个朋友，她做完了。她就走人啦。

她在楼下另一边和朋友们谈天。她的声音居然那么大声！讲又笑的。==

我在楼上听到很想叫她静或小声点。lols.

考完了就跟Irene回家因为不想等爸那么迟. 肯定会一个人.

在她家时, 我真的好眼睡不过怕她嫌弃所以只好忍咯. 咳~

过后爸来接我了! 哈哈 ==

原本之后要去Janice的家拿我的文品.

爸突然说想先回家! 要去拿了之后还必等他买好东西. 我才不要咧!

都那么顺路而且人家快要出门了! 不去了．

我发脾气咯! 到家就快打给她不来了.

噢~ 今天是Ah Xiang的生日哦! 生日快乐呀!

不能亲自祝富啦因为手提钱过期了. 所以就拖Janice帮啦！

好咯！好眼睡！想去睡了．拜！

好懒.

2009-11-30T13:26:00.000-08:00

这几天都不停的在看戏与找歌. 甚至可以熬到早上.

起身的时候已经是下午了. 太澜了.

又没有真真的去复习. 应该是上瘾了吧.

拜托! 我是怎么了! SPM 耶!

想起已考的科目真的有点觉得后悔因为没做好, 尤其是作文.

太不够字了. 没想法可怎么做吗. 咳~

keyboard 傻了所以才会打华语字.

等下就真的要去复习了. 一天半的时间应该可以了吧.

拜!

zzz

2009-11-24T15:10:00.000-08:00

ytd the prefect went out jalan2 . lol . so to release tension abt math, i SIGHED loudly and everyone looked back at me . HAHA == fun oh . lol . today is moral . it was suck bcs my head was blank . i just read the definision and afterall i forgotten all . zzzz . moral finished early and i followed Janice back home . while waiting, me and other 2 friends talked about a teacher . cute bah him but a bit not man . HAHA wth . == he sat beside me nia . HAHA == then he walked on the way we were standing . my friends purposely kenakan me when the teacher coming . zzzz . we byed loudly to each other . HAHA lame . -.- back home, i cleaned my table . look much better . arranged aside those books which i no use already .

want watch movie lu . end .

2009-11-18T18:58:00.000-08:00

Monday was last day of school . at first, i didn't really know what was happening at front bcs i was at my class outside lined up then go on stage to get my certificates . after recess, we were asked to arrange our seats . finished school at 12pm . then dad fetched me home . i online then fell asleep . i planned to get up early morning the next day but no current so i continued sleep . -.-

Tuesday afternoon i went to lib . i didn't really study bcs a bit lazy . actually i went bcs need friend help apply something but canceled then . back home, didn't really study but i was finding some infos . after that mom scolded me bcs i online and didn't study . i sound her back . then lazy study liao .

Wednesday start SPM ! it is BM p1&2 with Sej p1 . i tried to crap the essays but the words still ain't enough . when recess, me and friends had talk fight =p finished then i followed Irene back home then dad fetched me at her house . her dog non stop barked at me . lol . i borrowed this interesting book from her . okay .

end . dizzy .

days.

2009-11-13T21:05:00.000-08:00

Friday

my anty came to house fetched us but stayed a while . a cousin just back from Johor for holidays . she talked a lot oh . i think maybe bcs at there she has no who to really talk with . after that, went to fetched another cousin's bf . we stopped somewhere and eat bcs they all were hungry . reached home then some online some sleep .

Saturday
i went to Labuan with my mom, my cousin and her bf . we went there use speed boat . so reached Labuan, we walked all the way . we bought bottles of alcohol drinks so they kinda carried the bottles all the way and was heavy . i only carried light things . heh . i don't want to buy many chocolates because i know i can't finish them . i bought a small bottle of vodka absolut and my cousin bought 2 bottles . it is cute ! but expensive . back we use ferry . it was slow ah . at evening, we went to relative's hse . some of them helped to prepare the engagement . felt great get to talk with relatives bcs long time no meet no talk . i back earlier bcs i beh song . better i stay at home study than at there doing nothing .

Sunday
woke up in the morning but slept back . i and 2 cousins were overslept so we were late to the engagement . no one wants to pick us and we don't want to walk so a cousin had to drive then . aha . in one day, idk how many times ady the engine die . in afternoon, me and cousins and the bf went KK . actually to send me and the bf . before sending us home, we went to citymall . cousin actually want to find jeans but she found none bcs no her thin size . hah . after that take away big apple donuts and drinks from starbucks . then we went to Lintas' Pizza Hut eat .we chitchat and it was funny la . we didn't finish them bcs too full . i wanted to vomit but now feeling ok .

pictures .

big leh .

small bottles of Vodka .

XO

lobsters .

miss :(

2009-11-12T00:15:00.000-08:00

ytd we had a good moment with Principal . HAHA
she was the one gave us our results .
she tried to joke ? not funny . -.-
trial 1 i failed one sub, trial 2 i failed 2 subs but percentage low .
at least have improvement la .
yesh i'm over them :p
she asked everyone how many we aim for SPM then sign on the banner .
actually funny also lah . -.-
after that have picture shoot for librarians .
after school, dad picked me then go lib .
didn't really get to study . many distractions .
i saw Murtty in lib and just talked a while .

anty will pick me if i decide to follow her back village .
or i should just follow my parents on sunday ? :s
my relative going to engage this weekend .
i hope it will be great but not all fam can attend .
I MISS EVERYONE LIAO :(
don't give me see the play card . =.=
i need to study :(

later no scul bcs it is registration day for junior .

want wake up early morning test drive .
so gotta end now .

bored.

2009-11-11T14:20:00.000-08:00

Monday was so not Kerry's day . ): no goods came on her .

yesterday got graduation pictures . mine not nice ):
after school then go lib .
lib was so cold because rain . i gues .
JJ said i bikin panas bcs i keep zat and kacau him .
i asked him to forget me .
he answered i can't easily forget friends that i've made .
i said AWW haha .
he kept making me laugh until i lost my time to sleep .
i saw Syaffif at lib . he never changed oh kan . play saja .
he sempat again say hai lorna~ when he drives passing me . -.-"
when in tuition, i almost fall asleep .
when teacher ask me this that,
lala answered teacher, dia ngantuk tu .
teacher asked ah ya ka ?
i terus LOL~
back home, dad asked me to eat .
i was lying on bed then i fell asleep so didn't ate . -.-

i forgot that today is Pertandingan Kawad Kaki Peringkat Sekolah .
no wonder when i reached school so empty .
all the form had to go except form 5 .
i should have brought hp to school !
class had 2 periods sej today .
i was sleepy almost fall aslp .
btw, teacher were being nice la . :)
after recess, we do our own work .
i addicted to math . no doubt .

end . i want to sleep . HAHA .

life is unfair.

2009-11-07T18:32:00.000-08:00

ytd i find him by messaging him bcs i can't hold on no more .
finally we're settled but i still can't believe words from him .
now whatever he say, i've always feel it fake .
he said he don't wan't to be my enemy bcs he can't make it .
although he want to settle down but i actually don't want .
i don't believe him no more .
when he finally told the truth and said sorry,
everything is too late .
i hate him more and get over him right on that time .
sorry that i couldn't make it like what i promised we're settled .
i can't accept all the wrong you did to me .
what you did have made me hurt very much .
i need time to get better .
everything of life is just so unfair towards me .

sighs.

2009-11-07T18:15:00.000-08:00

ytd my friends got into an accident !

i am not sure what was actually happened .
they got trauma and injured .
everybody pray for them hoping they recover soon .

i supposed to test driving in the morning today with my dad
but i overslept and not managed to get up
so i missed another chance !
GRR how not satisfy .

Lines, Vines, and Trying Times

Jonas Brothers new released album !
i think it's quite long already just i didn't realise . ==

i want my comp to get reformat !
because i can't listen the songs !
always have to put into hp just can hear .
i want back my speakers too !
i can't leave it long to my bro .
i feel it no safe . zzz

my curl not balance d .
i wonder how long my curl can tahan .

end .

Graduation .

2009-11-04T03:35:00.000-08:00

yesterday was our Form5's Graduation Ceremony .

it was held in Putera Ballroom in the morning .
while waiting for the VIP's to come,
people kept taking pictures . like can't stop . :s
tayon looked cute with heels . haha .
i guess the ceremony was okay lah .
Principal's speech was boring .
Datuk Masidi Manjun's speech wasn't that boring .
i agreed with what he said .
so everyone was nervous to go on stage take profile .
i get my flu when i was about to walk on . damn .
Chua Yet Chi get the Best Student Award .
she is very pro :)
once the ceremony ends, people take pictures again .
after every class pictured, then can go eat .
finished eat then we took pictures with friends and teachers .
i took pic with Sr too .
she said to me
oh yah kan . cantik juga oh dress kau . sampai lutut pula .
i was like memang pun lol .
she said can't wear like this that .
on that day, they didn't actually cared about it .
i think they just want to scared us ? wth .
i didn't really take much pictures with my hp .
more pictures in friends' camera .
can't wait them to put in fb to save the photos .
then go KK with my friends .
we watched a movie which was Jennifer's body :)
it was scary and curiousty .
Nelly was shivering when watching the movie ==
she kept closing her ears don't want to hear the scary sound .
finished then everybody seperates .
i followed Nelly go home seems i have no transport that time .
so i at her house until my dad come to fetch me .
i told him this that . he just listen . aww . :p
i wasn't happy when i was with them .
actually i do keep in heart what people said .
i'm okay but i'll be acting silent again .
do something better than talk craps .

some pictures.

i with my relative Genevie .
we together graduate ! :)

that's me with Datuk Masidi Manjun .
Marissa's father .
he asked what you want to study after your SPM ?
i should've said i'm going Form 6
but i replied business administration .
he said oh wow . the 3rd person .
i didn't even bothered principal . zzz

i know i looked like anty the whole time it was . ):
i just don't want waste money do temporary curl .
right .
it's my hair ! it has nothing to do with you guys .
i did ask for opinions how i look
not about permanent or temporary .
nevermind . thanks .

cinas :)

shit.

2009-10-31T19:56:00.000-07:00

these few days were suck .

you girls were the one who copy the answers
why did you girls want to involve us ?
although we do copied too ?
but we ain't dumb like you copy exactly the same answers
and we did not copy all subjects like you want to do .
that just you not us .
you get no benefit for doing so right ?
you just not satisfied bcs you got into discipline .
you deserved it .

she realized that i currently treated her different than before .
she asked so i just tell the truth .
she cried when we started tell her .
i know it was hurt but she asked for it .
i thought she would aware after we told her this that .
guys that we interested go to her .
she knows and she layan them .
it is none matter she makes friends with them
but she just shouldn't if she don't want to hurt us .
she just did :s
we don't want to treat her how .
it just awkward so we quite ignored her .
we're being real fake to each other .
i'm not your pet !

i still have flu and it has been weeks :s
i guess i spread it to my friends :p

today went to KK with my friends to find dress .
thanks for accompany me go through the shops .
next tuesday is the day already and i haven't found one :(

Khan accidentally hit the wall when she wanted to park out .
the wall sticker even torn . ==
she scared if she would get scold badly .
so we went to Frenzcafe .
i completely forgot that Gavin is working there and i saw him .

why do people want to be dramatic ?!
what they get for doing so ? :s

end . XD

finally have time to blog again .

2009-10-22T23:33:00.000-07:00

big or not the durian ? my mom bought only one .
very fletish but not so sweet . okok luh .

i get flu before the day of exam end .
i hate flu because it always makes me suffer !
so, exam already end !
now just waiting for the papers to give back .
btw, the last paper was PM and i asked liquid from Fiona .
then teacher came to our place because she thought we imitate .
i don't have time to imitate lah . i rather sleep than think bcs i was sick .
kept looking at ppl only . zzz

//

ytd my class had a Program Rakan Muda in Maktab Sabah in the afternoon .
should be in the morning but don't know why changed to afternoon .
so in the morning, we had photoshot session .
truthfully, i dislike my make-up and the pic ]: nvm~
so got few people didn't stay for the program bcs idk why .
seemed have some time, i back home and bath first then back to scul .
i sempat again iron my uniform . XD
then around 1:50 pm, a bus sent us to there so we reached there at around 2pm .
the bus anty is friendly and funny ? lol .
we thought the program was about making friends or education .
za dao . it was actually about motorcycle la .
have other schools too . KKHS, Stella Maris, La salle and etc.
La Salle the form 6 only came very while then they back ady . -.-
it was very boring . some of us keep going out to any where .
yet, the speaker seemed doesn't mind also . hah .
first esc, when want back we saw everyone stood . sung country song .
after half and hour, i out again went to buy something eatable .
then lazy go in so just at outside watch motorcycle riding show and sms .
2 of my classmates volunteer themselves to try ride motorcycle .
one has failed and one successed through the trial .
i recorded a video of her . heh .
the trainer said this that and show off . rude lah him . he made teachers and us beh song .
because of want to watch the show we missed our bus
but we didn't know the bus has come then idk lah why she left .
then another bus came fetched us .
entering the scul, my classmate accidentally langgar me then my hp dropped .
i was like oh my lord . she said sorry pun yg macam tidak kisah . zz
so it was late ady to lib . my dad came .

the trainer .

me XD

//

today my class and 5 PD had a lawatan to ILPKK .
it is Institut Latihan Perindustrian Kota Kinabalu .
from school to there used around 40 mins .
most of the students brought handphones and cameras .
didn't get rampas bcs we were allowed :p
four teachers lead us and 2 back earlier -.-

the gate .
not clear oh .

another bus coming .

after that we go through inside .
at first, they gave a talk to us in the hall .
the hall is nice but got a seat is scary because the LCD is right at up .
the LCD seemed heavy and the holder is glass . zz
and i sat there :s
the institute is all about learning mechanical things .
then we had breakfast .
the students didn't line up so the anty angry and said "eh! p berbaris!"
we all were shocked that she so fierce .
the teh c so tasty ! they take it again and again .
done then the leader brought us take a look around the institute .
a senior studying there . wow .
we waved to her then a guy suddenly waved us . zz
the guys keep muk girls .
this lawatan wasn't that boring lah . okok lah .

that's us :D

what i sien about was they kept saying "1 Malaysia" .
apa lah tu ? tiada kaitan eh . -.-
my classmates the malays did embarass thing oh in bus .
they danced almost all the time the songs were played .
we saw terus mao lit . embarassing nia .
seemed they were so noisy so they were asked to be quiet . -.-
took few pic of them .

the most insane in the bus .

the bus driver that we followed took a long way back to school . -.-
another bus reached earlier .
nasib lah the driver being good with us and fun pla tu .

just a pose :D

end . i'll post the pictures in fb XD
so dad fetched me at near 2pm .
took a bath and prepared all things then go lib .
when i go up, i saw Gerard -.-
luckily he know how to smile at me . so i smiled back to him .
then i saw him walk back home ? he's used to it . no worries .
i felt awkward in lib . i don't feel like want to go lib anymore oh .
i think i would just stay at home study and i guess it would be better .
i stayed in lib until 7pm plus . then go fetch mom .
kept fighting talk with bro . beh song . =p
so that's it !

rampas.

2009-10-06T21:18:00.000-07:00

today morning gv hp to Sr again then go main hall.
then form5 classes changed to form3's blok.
i guess because they want to arrange the tables for PMR.
my class and PD combined so become 5 EP? lol
today only science classes have exam. hoho.
after math period, i started to sleep and almost whole day scul.
i don't bother the next teachers come in.
i woke up a while ony for different subs to show face.
then i sleep back bcs very sleepy.
suddenly, few minutes before scul finish we hv spotcheck.
we were asked to surrender this that.
i heard form4's a lot kena rampas. hah~
i only surrender the liquid la bcs only that. plus want no ink ady.
Sr. checked our bags and PK HEM checked us.
she touched our up and down private parts la.?
they feel geli but i feel nothing?
otw down, Kerry said i look pale?
sure la bcs just woke up.
then we wait for Sr. outside staffroom.
other students waiting for her also la.
when she seen many students then she said kalau hp cepat ba.
we took our hp then go lib.
i felt embarass oh! idk how to say.
manda did a silly thing andand.. nvm.
then at 5pm+, dad picked me in lib then straightly to tuition.
i felt sleepy in tuition. haih.
hv smthg to do so end!

good day.

2009-09-18T00:20:00.000-07:00

yday we had lesson til before recess that is PSV only. 3 periods. tcher was being cold and funny but in the mean time he bikin panas -.- he very playful nia.

after recess, we had ceremony for penutupan Bulan Kemerdekaan with singing the nation songs, tayangan video and more. form5 conquered. semangats! :D it wasn't fun bcs my cinas din join. Nelly din come to scul if nt sure fun. the suck part was, when the tchers take our pictures. some ppl pushed other ppl just to get fit in the picture. and i was pushed by a fat-ass yet weirdo so i pushed her back! == but she seemed x care so idc too :D they din even thk of other ppl nia. sucks. finished then we back to class la and tcher asked us to tear off our class thgs bcs this holiday our classes will be painted. i felt that they're just wasting money.

then eko tcher came in to gv us our paper but fst mark the answer sheet. thank God again that i passed my eko x.x i talked to tcher that.. "tcher tcher.. i hv improvement in my paper 2 kan?" then he said "eh? yaya.. u've got improvement.." ahah lamo oh me XD

after that finish scul lur and wait for transport to go lib. we waited like 1 hour. wait whoever's transport la. after that, studied in lib but didn't really into head. at 5pm+, i and ling go down keep our things then we went up again while waiting my dad to come. Kerry's cousin's gang was really funny. can't stop laughing seeing they play and jokes. then they played chasing in the lib! they've been chasing each other for maybe 5 mins. then the library's worker asked them not to play in lib but go outside play. lucky that time the lib less ppl liao. some of them then went out bcs shy liao. haha. after that, at 6pm+ they played chasing again at outside. lul. funny la them. heee.

then my dad came. they said bye to us la. hah. i gt headache so i rest earlier. tired nia.

started today is holiday again for a week! lib is not open for raya? so i hope i would study if at home x.x papaii~

Beach.

2009-09-13T02:20:00.000-07:00

went to beach yesterday .
celebrated Isabelle's birthday .
i feel bad that time for her .
but it was still fun with the beach :)
btw, me and ling gifted her own-made cake .
and the cupcakes cute !
there were few box of cupcakes .
then bro picked me home ,
and i spent him juicy drink for instead .

me, Isabelle, ling

roro and lolo

cute cupcakes

bro :)

2009-09-09T04:15:00.000-07:00

still EXAM .

i hv smthg to write but i lazy.
i'll update so soon. XD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR DANICA! ILY :-*
am i your bff? :x

2009-08-20T06:49:00.000-07:00

everything that had happened.
i'm not gonna say it or write it anymore.
we're settled. and i hope that will not happen again.
and whoever that had shit mouth say us this that..
pls mind ur own business than minding other's.

so today was fine.
PSV periods i and few ppl were kena halau out.
bcs we didn't bring our PSV things.
after that hv motivasional talk.
walao.. i was so sleepy.
i was totally missed out the talk? -.-
so when it's finish, i were asked to send the certificate to the speaker.
finished then back to class.
then it's BI periods but no lessons.
so i was with other friends talk and play.
after scul then get my hp! hah.
after that i met Irene and them at canteen ):
i was so sad bcs i didn't get to talk with them after that happened.
then i play lin c with Irene.
i forgot what Irene answered but lin c also. haha.
they asked me to sit and let's have a talk.
but i gotta go bcs i tot i'm not staying.
but at last i stayed.
when we passed by class,
tcher suddenly said to us.. "eh? i tot we're not gonna do eko today?"
i answered.. "ha? yerr.. got ba.. we wanttt!"
then he asked "how many of u?" and i answeresd.. "i guess 5.." :D
so before the class start, my hp came in our mind. HEHE.
so mel was the one took the most pics. -.-
i was away to canteen and when i back to the place,
i don't see them. i tot they were called by tchers. maybe.
bcs we took pic very obviously.
padahal dlm tandas pula dia ss with other friends. -.-
then Janice layan me? and i looked at her then turned.
then she called me? i said what? zz
i'm sorry to treat u like that. :s
so PD has done so we moved in lu.
mel saw no tcher so she started it again. -.-"
she stood on the chair wana pose la.
then Pn. Cindy and Pn. Wee passesd by.
Pn. Wee said "eih.. apa la kamu ni.."
then i said to Pn. Cindy.. "uiyoh.. tcher go frenz cafe ba.."
i spoke to her in chinese ba.
then Pn. Wee laughed bcs i said tcher modern oh. haha.
then tcher came in!
and mel not satisfiesd so she wana take again.
tcher don't mind sebaliknya he said "sa yg tlg kamu ambi nanti tu.."
then i forgot edy.. syok la.
after that, another 3 came in.. in wet condition ==
1 of them brought hp ka..
then tcher said.. "eh.. sms ka kaw tu? -tcher smiled-"
he tdk rampas and sebaliknya he sokong pula.. -.-
then we like talk and play..
then mel said tcher, then tcher said back her.?
mel turned back and was talking to me.
then tcher said.. "eh kaw ni Melissa, pandai ba kaw ni tp main saja kaw taw tu.."
terus we said to her.. "alaa Mel.. haha.."
then tcher said his fwen was like that which caused himself failed afterall. the fwen.
then tcher played with me again. funny and fun. :)
after that, followed Fiona and her aunt sent us to lib.
and so of cs we thanked her. :)
then i was like did nothing eh at there.
i feel strange see the boys -.- bcs i used to see most girls. lols.
5pm+ like that we go down.
Kerry sudden said she wants to test us moral.
so we ok la and mcm excited to answer them this. haha.
they leave me early but i pulang earlier :P
that's it la.

oh guess what.
my bro bought me snack and soft drink.
it's like the first time he bought them for me and free.
i really happy nia. haha. -.-

nights :)

arguement!

2009-08-19T19:12:00.000-07:00

today i had a very first war with a close FRIEND.
at fst it was fine, but i asked for it.
i just can't believe that..
she believes someone that she JUST knew..
than not believe me who has been her friend for years?
pls don't act like u know everything ba and don't act like u know me well.
ppl edy told u it wasn't about u!
don't u understand that?!
so u hope it was u la? it's u then!
Fiona, i'm really sorry. i didn't know that could make u cried.
i was shocked Fiona cried for sudden when she told me that.
if ur blur, and u don't get what we meant..
then don't act like u really get it.
and u spread the matter like u really know about it!
it was just about a thing and u gone too far.
and do u have to call the whole world?
hello? i've been with some of them for 5 yrs.
and u just knew me not even a year.
i was so silly bcs helped u.
ppl said ur friendless. and i answered.. "no.. she isn't ba.."
which mean u've got me this friend.
guess what ur BEST FRIEND that sits beside u said u what..
she talked to us.. "don't u feel Kalina a bit show off?"
and i answered.. "ya.. a bit la.. but don't like that le ba.."
i got witness when i said these all..
and u said i ain't support her?!
fst she said she want study that.. and we said "ok ba.. u like la.."
2nd time she said she want study another that.. we said the same..
3rd time i saw her pm she wants to in IS and study Law.
so i said "uiyoh.. someone wants to study law oh.."
we know that IS ain't easy ba unless u really can take it then ok la..
it's not we don't support her ambitions.. but she keeps changing it..
and we're just like want to aware her..
when she get scolded, didn't i go help and support her?! didn't i?!
although u from a very well school but that doesn't mean u know everything well!
u made us misunderstood each other..
that was really our fst time had a such arguement.
and Nelly, u may hv said to our friends what had happened..
and u can blame it all on me..
i don't mind! u simply believe her than me..
i was really upset for that..
it's not like u don't know me at all!
yday u asked me.. "what happen to u oh?"
i answered "NOTHING" just that.
u asked again "u sure?" and i answered "totally.."
and u started making it worst? and longer u said i linc for sudden.
ur the same.. if u duno anything.. don't luan jiang!
if want to know just ask Fiona lar!
but i guess she wouldn't tell bcs she promised nt to say out.
yet, i don't mind though if she's going to do it.
so some of ur parts ain't good.. didn't i be patient with u?
didn't i?! i'm least just giving u a bad expression!
and u know i'll feel better soon! don't u ever know that?!
i thought u least know me some since we've been friends for years..
but what has happened, really dissapointed me.
i really no mad at u.. i just bu shuang..
but another u, i'm so so so so geram with u!
so if u said, ur not satisfied with my attitude..
what about ppl think towards u?
u think ur attitude better than me?
i think worst than me la..
after this, it's not i am thrown.
i still hv other friends.. at least i'm ok with them yet.
although i hv no friends with me.. i am still alive.
bcs it's not like i will die without friends.
so that's it.

fill them :)

2009-08-16T00:34:00.000-07:00

Starting time: 12:31 AM
Name: Lorna LWT
Sisters: -
Brothers: 1

Shoe Size: 6
Height: 155cm
Where do you live: Penampang.
Favourite drinks: any cold beverages
Favourite breakfast: bread.

Have you ever been on a plane?: yes.
Swam in the ocean: ever to the ocean but no swim.
Fallen asleep at school: always.
Broken someone's heart: yes.
Fell off your chair: last time when kid.
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: no.
What is your room like: peachy.
What's right beside you: hp, mouse, glass, dictionary.
What is the last thing you ate: chocky.
Ever had chicken pox: ya.
Broken nose: no.
Do you believe in love at first sight: NO.
Like picnics: just ok.
Who was,were the last person you danced with: no one.
Last made you smile: friends.
You last yelled at: i don't remember.

Today did you:
Talk to someone you like: no.
Kissed anyone: no.
Get sick: no.
Talk to an ex: no.
Miss someone: ya
Eat: ya.

Best feeling in the world: i not sure.
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: no but teddy bears.
What's under your bed: shit. idk.
Who do you really hate: no one.
What time is it now? : 12:33 AM
things I was doing 10 years ago: just know play.

5 things on my to-do list today:
1. brush teeth.
2. online.
3. facebook.
4. eat.
5. blog.

5 snacks I enjoy:
1. junk foods
2. yogurt?
3. cakes
4. candies
5. ice-cream

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
1. shop till i satisfied.
2. travels.
3. donate to those needed.
4. do business.
5. spend my ff (:

5 of my bad habits:
1. lazy
2. bad temper
3. immature
4. naughty
5. stubborn

5 places I have lived in:
1. my house
2. my village
3. vacation places.
4. visited places.
5. my relatives house.

5 people I'm tagging to:
: everyone can? :D

2009-08-03T23:56:00.000-07:00

last saturday, i went out from 11am+ til afternoon.
evening then straightly go chuc.
i feel stranger when i back there and feel nervous. :O
then went to frenzcafe for half an hour.
afterall back home lo.

sunday, suppose to go injection but idk la.
so went to damai breakfast? with parents.
finished then go Karamunsing gai gai.
kinda shop a lot? ahahaha -.-
i forgot to buy scul things. haih.
i thk i must go out again this sunday to buy it. ):

think dao Connie, i can't really remembered anything.
she's all i'm thinking. i miss her.
her gone happened too sudden.
no one can really accept it even me la.
until myself see her laid in the ice coffin?
she's just too young and she just gone like that.
but we know that she live so happily in heaven now. (:
we believe that her works on this earth has done,
that is why God bring her back with Him.
when i get that news i really upset.
although i'm not so close with her but..
anyhow i feel the sadness also nia.
today i went to FLS to see her,
bcs tmrw is her funeral and it's at morning.
i can't attend so i must want to see her today also.
i wana see her for the very last time.
her face so lebam. really don't look like her. TT
when i pass by her, i just felt like.. u know.. ):
she's a real beauty and a kind 1.
it just too wasted that she gone just like that.
but that is what God had planned for her.
nothing can change what God had planned for us.
from what had happened,
i've learnt that we must appreciate everything that we hv now.
oh after went to see her the last time,
me and few fwenz went to frenzcafe yim cha?
funny la.. syok also..
Irene, i hope u no mad at me ah.. :-*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST JANICE !

although we both bad with each other..
i really do care u bah gurl.
of cs i dare to brag that i am mature than u ok.
i hope u be mature as well la.

that's it. love ya ppl. (:

2009-08-01T10:07:00.000-07:00

yesterday night i got a bad news.
that is Connie passed away. TT
actually she's in critical 1 day before.
she needs to operation and the operation failed.
so she's gone just like that.
i feel so shocked when i heard this.
i can't accept the truth and i miss her.
yesterday night sleep late bcs think dao her.
may God be with her and her parents.
especially when they coming back here KK.
i heard her Funeral will be held on Tuesday morning.
i really wana go! i wana see for the very last time. TT
that's it la. very upset edy.
we'll miss you Connie! bless us. ):